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Name: Cory
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: College Station
Birthday: 9/24/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: People - they are limitless in how they can surprise you, awkward coincidences, truth, theatre, open-mindedness, the eccentric, live music, loop-the-loop, dancing foolishly, fish camp, universal acceptance, homebaked goods, chemistry, and seeing the big picture.
Expertise: Laughing obnoxiously
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
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AIM:  Niblicon
Member Since:
8/11/2003
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| This pisses me off.
Hannity and Colmes Interview
It amazes me how much hatred people can have in this world.
As for right now. Life is insanely busy. Exciting, stressful, fun,
frustrating ... Pretty much, my goal right now is to survive through
next week.
[mood|buuuuuuusy]
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| Life is just too good right now.
... and I'm much to tired to write about it now.
I'm keeping up with the moon on an all night avenue.
Sleep. is nice.
[mood|ecstatic]
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| " i'm giving it away ... "
" ... live, love, time to fly ... "
" well, you and me, well we could change the world. "
" ... but to see the light and to feel the rays. "
" waiting for nothing but our beating hearts, going far. "
" this time is the last time so be here, but be here now. "
" we could burn this town. "
" this force is driving me to test the speed of light. "
" the wind in her hair reflects the sunset I see. "
" cause I'm on the brink of something beautiful. "
" ... to paint the most elaborate scene today. "
" we are gaining speed. I can barely breathe. caught in suspension."
" the music's much too loud. "
" no insurance for the unthinkable. "
" so just let go and fall into it. "
" 'It's fragile,' she says to me. "
" the only way to catch the butterfly, is never waiting for the wings. "
" it was my personal symphony. "
" there is wonder in everything. "
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| Last night was the Yellowcard concert.
While I'm not a particular fan of Yellowcard, they did put on a fairly
entertaining show. Mae, on the other hand, was musical glory, and I
enjoyed every bit of it. I found it particularly entertaining at how I
was one of very few people in my area that knew almost every song to
Mae, but when Yellowcard came on, I was oblivious while everyone else
around me sang. I'm neat like that.
Then the circle mosh.
I usually despise all things mosh-like. Yet, instead of just clubbing
each other in the face, they had everyone run as fast as possible in a
small circle. You still get the mosh effect, without as much elbow in
the eye.
Instead, you get trampled.
We made it through with extreme success, except for the moment that a
girl fell, and as I reached down to pick her up, I definately got a
handful of pit sweat. Mmmm... I'm a champ.
After the concert...
Sonic - bad life choices - "two!" - the scariest smile ever - kitchen antics.
On a tangent, I think I've come to the horrific conclusion that I may
never be able to uphold a prolonged relationship with an individual.
First, it's the concept of commitment - I find it rather inconceivable
to have to devote myself to one person when I'm so eager and anxious to
meet sooo many new people. I've officially decided that I may just love
people too much. So much, in fact, that I'm incapable of sacrificing
myself wholly to one single individual.
Perhaps its the concept of finality and definition. People too often
are defined by their partners. It's as if a relationship acts as a
deadening of your own pursuit of individuality, it confines you to the
restrains of obligatory offering of attention, and places an air of
stoic solidarity in life.
I guess these things change when you meet someone that you care that
deeply about to make those sacrifices of time and committment. But
then, should we have to? I've
always considered the perfect relationship as one that glorifies each
person as an individual. It should be a support system of compassion
that helps to foster growth and development - they should make you
desire to be a better person.
Or maybe I'm just too selfish to ever be with someone...
Either that, or I try too hard to please everyone. But is it so wrong to want to see other people's happiness to be greater than your own?
It is weird, though, how one can be surrounded by so many amazing
friends, and yet, feel so lonely on nights like these. Human nature is
tricky like that.
[mood|lonely]
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| Things never really turn out the way you expect.
This semester is nothing like I imagined it would be. In fact, this
entire year has been nothing but one unexpected bit after another. Yet,
I think the most difficult concept to grasp is that I'm already nearing
the end of my second year in college.
It's going too fast. I don't want it to end so quickly.
Why is it that circumstance always dictates the relationships we create
and the people we meet? Why are there those friendships you desire so
strongly to grow, but simple inconvenience deteriorates the
oppurtunity?
I feel as if some of the people who have touched my life are being lost.
A lot of my personal philosophy is extending myself and trying to make
as many connections with as many people as I can - a lot of my approach
of learning the immensity of life. That makes it hard, though, to
dedicate to the individual.
A lot of good memories have come out of this semester. That's the truth.
[mood|content]
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